7.25.2011

Norwegian Wood



image via Metro Times

I finally have finished reading this tonight. This has been a beautiful, hauntingly disturbing read.
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Paintings by Jake Walker

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Sometimes I feel lost and don’t know why I do, but I am. 

Life is not an easy thing to navigate. There are compromises to make, promises to break, selfishness to take and lead you on forward to your desires and dreams and goals. And sometimes it feels like no one can join you on that path and that it is only you. And sometimes you feel like you are bound to be alone in life. Maybe too anal, too OCD for someone else to take on the challenge of loving you like that. Maybe you are really the crazy one and you now appreciate everyone calling you that. And maybe you’ve known all along that you were that crazy one. You really knew you were crazy! And all you want to do is live life to the fullest and not let anyone get in your way. And sometimes you’re selfish and wish things could just be handed down to you out of the sky - but you have to work. And aw shucks! working sometimes sucks, but don’t they say the fruits of your labors are the best part? And then you’re lost because then you think well I can’t do fucking shit. But oh yes you can! You are talented and you know, and you believe in yourself that you will be successful one day. But the bottom line is, how can I start all this? And this is why you are lost.